ABYSS
I realized that something extraordinary was happening. I was holding him in my arms like a little child, yet it seemed to me that he was dropping headlong into an abyss, and I could do nothing to hold him back. - The Little Prince
I'm falling into this dark place. I wish this is all just a nightmare. At least when I wake up, it stops. But this is reality. This is what I have chosen. I just feel so lost and alone right now. I don't know how to make it better.
Actually, I wish I'd meet a snake who can solve all the riddles and tell me "I can help you someday, if you grow too homesick for your planet.."