MAYBE, WHEN IT HAS TO COME DOWN TO THAT
I should just become angry. Angry at him. At myself. Instead of being such a sad, tortured soul so I can finally get out from this pit of despair.
But in the end, I don't wanna end up with a bitter, angry heart. It's already broken as it is. I guess, time is my only ally right now. In time, I will know how to say, enough is enough and truly, truly mean it.