RESTLESS AGAIN, OBVIOUSLY
Third entry for today. I'm on a roll! :)
I've been cooped up in my apartment for two days. So I'm bored, naturally. It started when I just didn't feel like going to work. Depressive mood, you see. And towards mid-day yesterday, I actually got sick. Sneezing like crazy, feeling a bit feverish, splitting headache. Hmm, power of the mind. My manager was sympathetic but I had a deadline yesterday. And wasn't able to complete it because I was groggy, and really, when you're sick, your mind wanders a lot. Hard to come up with a management prez that way. And this morning when I woke up, I was feeling much worse. Started missing mom, and began to cry. Yeah, I'm such a baby like that. Only when I get sick. I already called home last night, I called my friends. Really I just needed to be taken care of.
I logged in work for a while, hoping to get moving with my prez but my mind just refuses to work. I popped some pills, got drowsy, and found myself drifting to sleep most of the day. Deng. My phone just rang, and I refused to go near it, thinking it might be the Boss, ready to scream at me for missing my deadline. Fortunately it was just my engineer. And now I just wanna turn the phone off so I could go about in peace for the rest of the night.
Anyways, I was hungry and wanted to go out to grab food. Started dressing up. Dabbing on some lipstick because I looked so pale. But as soon as I walked out the door, I began to feel a bit woozy, so I figured, hell, another tuna dinner really isn't so bad. Though right now I'm pretending to be sipping some hot soup.
I can't even watch TV because I don't have cable (one of my cost-cutting thingies). I dunno what's going on with the rest of the world. And really, I feel so selfish just talking about myself and how I feel in this blog. I wanna talk about something else, but I'm too caught up in my own drama.
Oh well.