AND YOU KNOW
... that someone is in pathetic land
...when she plays with her blog layout and skin once again
...when she does not come out of her house for one day
...when sleep does not come no matter how tired her soul and body is
...when advil cannot cure her recurring headache
...when her mind keeps drifting to a dark place and she is stuck in a continuum of confusion and pain
...when she goes in a shopping frenzy: two Nike Prestos purchased within 7 days, a bike helmet when she does not have a bike yet
...when she remembers to eat only when her stomach is grumbling like crazy
...when she has no desire to see or talk to other people
...and she'd rather tinker with her laptop or watch the tv channel guide over and over again