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Published Sunday, November 10, 2002 by XY | E-mail this post

GLOOM

Outside it's dark and rainy, the wind blowing slowly. It's cold. Gloomy.

Much like it is inside of me.

There are more and more days now like this. When I have to drag myself out of the bed.

My head is just wringing in pain. And my body heavy and numb.

Sometimes I look up to the ceiling, and imagine a rope. That will stop it all.

But I'm thankful that I can still fight. Keep going. And though I feel this close to succumbing, I've not.

I refuse to be worn down. I refuse to let it overtake me.

This gloom.