KUNG HEI FAT CHOI!
Happy year of the Ram!! Hugs to my little chinoy and chinay pamangkins!! And of course to their 'rents..
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I greeted E a happy new year today. First he laughed. Then he said thank you. I wonder what was funny. Not my or his uneasiness. Nor my misery. Nor the fact that no matter what I say, no matter what I believe in, I still want him to be a part of my life. And there's nothing funny about that.
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I never thought these seemingly neutral words could ever cause me so much pain. "See you when I see you".
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Still waiting for my program to compile. Then I'm off, put on a happy face and attend a new year's party. There's another one tom., too. And I'm not even Chinese. It's is kinda fun to work in an multi-cultural company, sometimes.