"What you sow is what you reap.." .. I just got reminded of this big time in that 3-day workshop, and it wasn't pretty. And I have to keep repeating this to myself.
But D is in town again, and yeah, I caved. So much for the two strikes. Much as I hate to admit it, I like D. Scratch that. I really like him. He is everything I like in a man except for one tiny detail - HE IS A PLAYER. I have to have the willpower to digest that. I'm consoling myself because he truly is not attached to a single woman right now, so technically, we're really not hurting anyone else. Well, except maybe myself.
Argh. This might just be a classic case of a "rebound" love affair. He keeps telling me, "you're still in love with him". I don't blame him. I still have pictures of the ex and his children in my handphone. But this attraction or tension, has lasted for years and years now. But I also know why we're not together. Everything is simple really. But walking away is, just.too.hard.
"I wish you could have stayed", he said. If he only knew. I have not even driven away yet, but I already wanted to go back to him. Sigh.
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