ARE MY CARRIE DAYS OVER?
Carrie is so carefree and soo... single. I'm in some ways like her, though so many ways unlike her. At one point, I was beginning to think that I, too, have the same commitment phobia. Like her, I create a lot of ghosts in my life which haunt me and scare me off like crazy.
But this time, I really think it's different. How so? I don't know. I just feel it. It's been a while since I've loved like this, and maybe I never did. It feels good, scary, wonderful, painful, crazy, passionate, intense, torturous.. It feels so right. And certain.
Last night MB and I had a heart-wrenching fight. After we made up, I realized --- I do not want to lose this man.