Dose of X: SUPPOSE I KEPT ON SINGING LOVE SONGS JUST TO BREAK MY OWN FALL

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SUPPOSE I KEPT ON SINGING LOVE SONGS JUST TO BREAK MY OWN FALL

Published Saturday, November 18, 2006 by XY | E-mail this post

When A and I knelt before a Buddhist monk to get a blessing, right when he was putting on this band, I wished for you. For us. To be happy. Always. And no matter that it has gotten faded and worn out, I never thought to remove it.

Because I wished for you.

Lately, I've gotten tired. Of waiting up for you. And talking through static and crappy signals. Of disrupted YM's. Of some unanswered emails.

And it's not that you don't try. God knows how thankful I am for all your efforts.

But today, I remember why I wished for you. I guess I never forgot. Distracted, yes. But forgot, no.

Still, I'm sorry. Because I almost did forget.