Having a gay crush is perfect. You both can make lambing all you want and no one will take malice. Hehe. Crushie is still the sweetest. When I came back after our 3-day offsite training, he kept IM'ing me that he missed me. I was so busy I hardly had time to chika that day... "Paramdam ka naman".. Grabe lang, so cute talaga:)

A few days ago he came by my cube and wanted to take pictures of us... Unfortch for me, it was a bad hair day, and I noticed that my roots are also already showing. I hated the pix and told him that. He told me not to worry and that I looked ok, but also agreed about my roots. He then proceeded to give me advice that I should color it ash blond. Haha. How nice is it to have a crush who can give hair (and shoe advice - he told me to check out Aldo)? Perfect, I tell yah :p

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Moving on, I was at the bank maybe a couple of weeks ago to process a term deposit account. Wala lang, one of the grown up things I did to strike a balance. Haha. Anyways, the account officer encountered an error so she called up IT, I suppose, and started to describe the issue, and the fact that two TD accounts were not pending. And what a coincidence, the other account belong to my good friend's wife (good friend aka Sieggy :))..

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Lately, my close office friends have been a witness to my worst PMSing episodes. I blame it still on my ongoing battle with hormonal imbalance. My OB prescribed medroxyprogesterone which basically helps promotes menstrual cycles. When the expected outcome did not happen, I had to go back again to Doc for another set of prescriptions. Grabe, it's quite tiring to keep going back to the doctor. The other end of the treatment that I've yet to start is to exercise. No amount of drugs can totally cure me of this imbalance. The caveat though is that because of the imbalance, losing weight will always be a challenge. It's a vicious cycle, and I'm starting to have depressive episodes because of it. Couple that pa with my bouts of insomnia. I'm really in my worst element these days.

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And because of this, I've started to think about going back to day shift once more. The night shift is definitely not helping the imbalance because of my unusual sleeping patterns. It's just way too stressful to be dealing with all these health issues.

But I promised myself that I want to hit my 1 year mark first before actively looking again. I mean, I'll try to do what the OB is telling me and hope it works. If it doesn't, then at least I have bought myself some time to think, think, think...

Labels: crush, health

The Way I Am - Ingrid Michaelson


If you were falling, then I would catch you.
You need a light, I'd find a match.

Cuz I love the way you say good morning.
And you take me the way I am.

If you are chilly, here take my sweater.
Your head is aching, I'll make it better.

Cuz I love the way you call me baby.
And you take me the way I am.

I'd buy you Rogaine if you start losing all your hair.
Sew on patches to all you tear.

Cuz I love you more than I could ever promise.
And you take me the way I am.
You take me the way I am.
You take me the way I am.

Labels: love, R

I've said this before, coffee and friends is always a good combination. And of course, free dinners are the best (Thanks, Allan, happy birthday :))..

Valentine's is coming up, and this early I want to say thanks to my old Blue friends, who I know will become lifelong friends. We all have our levels of bitchiness and toxicity, and yet through it all, we manage to be there for each other.

So thanks, dearies.

Next stop - the beach. :)

Labels: coffee shops, dinner, friends

So kilig today. My crushie told me kanina (via SMS) that I'm one of the prettiest and smartest PEs.

Ok, burst my bubble already. So he said, "one of the", not "the". And that's considering there's just two girls and one guy in the PE team supporting them. So the prettiest is kinda fifty-fifty thing. Hahaha. Whatevs. Kilig pa din.

I mean, I've been crushing over him since I met him when I conducted a training session before we launched. Guapo, makinis, mabango, smart, keen dresser. As in. Plus, he is super artistic, and very lambing.

The catch? Well, yeah, when it comes to my crushes, there's always a catch.

And it all boils down to his last text message to me kanina "kaloka ang mga news gurl". Verbatim. Hehe. Howell. Basta luv ko sha. Asam ko pa ding maging Grace to his Will. Hahaha.

P.S. I hope crushie won't see or read this blog. Sabi ko nga sa mga friendships, baka madiri sha saken. Kilig pa naman when he makes lambing. Awwww. (But if you do come across this entry, dear crushie, world peace! :))

Labels: crush