Life can be ecstatic, exciting and extraordinary...
if you make it to be.
There are days like this when I wake up wondering why I still feel like I'm 27, or even 21. It's as if life has not scarred me enough. Haha.
I shouldn't be bothered, except that sometimes I get scared that someday it will all just finally hit me, and when it does, I might not know how to deal with it.
Argh. Don't know where this came from. I woke up today feeling perky, and ready to stream all my favorite TV shows :) Now, I kind of want to be sad and depressed about being old. Maybe it's the nicotine withdrawal. And it's only been a day. Hehe.
Something I forgot to tell about P, he invited me to a retreat. I have nothing against retreats, and believe me, I have great respect for those who do it. But the last time I ever went to one was back in college. And that was a requirement for our graduation. I just don't feel comfortable in that environment. I mean, sometimes, I feel like I have to come up with an epiphany, otherwise, I'm not "in". Effort. Anyways, I politely said that it's not my thing and he hasn't brought it up since. Also, I want to say for the record that I'm just having fun with this crush thing. It's nice to have someone make you smile even when they don't mean to :)
I finally watched AVSL yesterday. Didn't care for the story much, and Sarah Geronimo's acting. But this much I can say, John Lloyd can make a killing in the movies by just staring into the monitor. I swear I melted in my seat. When did he become this cute??? Awww, I miss having someone stare at me that way - soulful yet sexy. Hahaha. I'm absolutely kilig. And so acting like I'm 17. :p
Labels: crush, John lloyd, random
Dose Me
- Petite
- Mark
- Jude
- Rene
- Sieggy
- Nic
- Elmer
- Jonna
- Must Love Dogs
- Jeepney Diaries
- Yuan
- Fragmented
- Beach House
- October 2001
- November 2001
- December 2001
- January 2002
- February 2002
- March 2002
- April 2002
- May 2002
- June 2002
- July 2002
- August 2002
- September 2002
- October 2002
- November 2002
- December 2002
- January 2003
- February 2003
- March 2003
- April 2003
- May 2003
- June 2003
- July 2003
- August 2003
- September 2003
- October 2003
- November 2003
- December 2003
- January 2004
- February 2004
- March 2004
- April 2004
- May 2004
- June 2004
- July 2004
- August 2004
- September 2004
- October 2004
- May 2005
- November 2005
- December 2005
- January 2006
- February 2006
- March 2006
- April 2006
- May 2006
- June 2006
- July 2006
- August 2006
- September 2006
- October 2006
- November 2006
- December 2006
- January 2007
- February 2007
- March 2007
- April 2007
- May 2007
- June 2007
- July 2007
- August 2007
- October 2007
- November 2007
- January 2008
- February 2008
- March 2008
- April 2008
- May 2008
- June 2008
- August 2008
- September 2008
- October 2008
- November 2008
- December 2008
- January 2009
- March 2009
- April 2009
- May 2009
- July 2009
- August 2009
- September 2009
- October 2009
- November 2009
- January 2010
- February 2010
- March 2010
- April 2010
- May 2010
- July 2010
- August 2010
- January 2011
- February 2011
- March 2011
- May 2012
- December 2012
- September 2013
Virtual Hug
Spoonful of Music
Eye Candy
always on vacation mode ;)
Vitamin F
Memory Boosters
