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LIFE AND PLANS


Saturday plans was a no-go due to some circumstances (I was lacking on sleep the last 48hrs, and while a party was all I craved for all week, my body craved for something more basic). So so sorry, Allan... I'll make it up to you next time :)


Met up with K earlier to catch up on things, and glad to know she's done fixing her life. She knows this, and I think I've been the most visibly repulsed by the man who caused her all the pain and anguish, that I'm truly, truly glad that she is finally getting it. K is beautiful, intelligent, funny and deserves someone who can love her with all that he's got. Most of the stories were good news, and it's really great to hear so many happy things going on for our friends ;-)

She also brought the pink Incase I requested her to buy in the U.S. for Addie, and I wuv it!! (Although in the end I wanted to get the plum hardshell case , it was too late for fickle-minded me.. hehe...howell, maybe I'll ask R to get it na lang)... Plus of course I got my VS goodies. A woman can never be complete without her VS goodies. Plus, I've never forgotten one of the life lessons one of my best friends told me "Always wear good underwear. In case of accidents, you don't want the medics catching you in granny undies."  And that is also the reason why I've stopped wearing my birthday suit while sleeping. Who has the time to grab decent clothes in case of emergencies? :p

Speaking of friends, one of my office friends asked me to join her and her team on a trip to Palawan. Of course, kaladkarin that I am, I said go go go! :) So Palawan is on the horizon this November (plus Clark/Subic getaway with the 'rents). And then it's Boracay this December. Life is good ;)

Back at work, the new position is on hold because one of the big bosses was here and we got caught up in that. Meantime, after the 1st Kaizen, I still have two more scheduled this October. Then a couple of modules for my Harvard Leadership program to complete. It's crazy, crazy, crazy! Good thing my crush keeps me entertained (sans his knowledge, of course). He just keeps me sane with the kilig moments (we're not close, but he told me to take care going home the other day, hahaha, ang babaw!; brought me a drink at mini-stop... and some other babaw stuff  pa, hehe!).. Of course, a crush is just a crush. Someone to distract me from the daily drudgery... :P

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KAIZENED OUT!


We were practically hiding in a dungeon this week for our Lean/Kaizen activity. We thought it was a welcome break from our daily drudgery. But no! I was (and still am) physically and mentally drained. Toss in emotionally drained to that basket of woes as well. But like our Lean consultant would always tell us, a conscious mind cannot complain. I signed up for this, and really, I've been learning a lot, but man, this is more than I signed up for. Imagine being trapped in a room of bullies, trapos, ratholes - all the different office characters you can dare come up with. For TWO FULL DAYS. Argh. But anyways, we have pushed for what we wanted, and we got it, and now we're making some progress. Light at the end of the tunnel :) Meanwhile, I've gotten a chance to interact with more people I don't normally interact with, and I'm quite surprised with what I'm seeing. 


In another work story, I was approached over a new role at work. I've been mulling over it for the last week as well, and something our lean consultant also struck me. "Responsibility is not given, it is taken". So take it, it is! Hahaha.

Now for the clincher. I have a new crush. Hahaha (and no, C, I'm not telling!). Yesterday, he passed by our video conference room (glass panels) and he motioned that we should put the blinds down since the people passing by were looking on. Motioned back to him that I didn't know how to put down the blinds (shempre, keme lang.. hahaha!) and he went in just to pull them down. Awwww...  

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HURRICANE IKE - AFTERMATH


Galveston, Carnival Ecstasy's home port, was hit pretty bad. Talk about chest-deep water, no electricity, bad communications. I've never been to Galveston but I read up on it a bit since that is R's home away from sea. Let's pray for Hurricane Ike's victims and may they find their way home someday...


Speaking of R, I haven't heard from him for two days now, and if not for the internet, I would have gone nuts. Apparently, they are in better condition than those left at land, but they will instead dock in New Orleans since Galveston's port is closed indefinitely. I am still worried and it seems that worry will always be part of my life unless he chases another dream. Sigh. I wish there were easy answers. I wish life is a John Lloyd/Bea movie where in spite of real issues they still somehow get a happy ending, without resolving any of those issues to begin with. I somehow find it hard to believe someone who doesn't eat chicken skin (literally and metaphorically) can just change overnight just because he was heartbroken. A leopard can't change his spots after all, right?

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HURRICANE IKE


Hurricane Ike hit Galveston earlier today and it got me worried sick. R's cruise just left the port and I was wondering if they were able to veer away from the eye of the storm. Just got word that they indeed have but the waves are so huge and it's still a rocky ride. Needless to say, I'm still worried. I hope that R decides to stay here. We've talked about it some. I don't want to stay in the way of his dreams and his ambition but I don't think I'll ever get used to him being away at sea all the time. I die a little each time I hear news like this and specially if I don't hear from him right away.


In other news, I think I'm the only one left behind by the Twilight bandwagon. I'm thinking of getting on it but right now I don't have enough time to stay put reading. 

Still on to super unrelated stuff, watched West Side Story the other weekend and it was a huge disappointment for me cause I had really wanted to see Joanna Ampil. She would have brought down the house. Howell. The show must go on.

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DO YOU NEED TO LOVE THEM TOO?


In our culture, the family of your partner is always part of the package, whether you like it or not. Or make that, whether you like them or not. In two of my biggest relationships, I became very close to their families, especially their mothers. In fact, in my tumultuous relationship, one of the reasons I stayed that long (aside from sheer stupidity, haha) was his mother. She managed to make me feel like it was all a phase and that I had all her love and support. 


That is why it's quite disconcerting for me to feel alienated from R's family. I've only interacted with his parents once, and I use that term very loosely. I've only so far just met his two brothers, but not one of his three sisters. I've never met the two aunts who raised him as a child. And the more unfortunate thing is, despite the fact that I hardly know any of them, my initial reaction is, I don't really like them. Particularly his older sister. I don't want to go into details, but suffice to say that this has led to arguments between R and I. 

In this day and age, relationships have become centered on the two individuals in it. Unfortunately, we are still bound by culture and family, no matter how forward or liberated we are. That's just the way it is. Which leads me to the question - when you hardly like the family of your partner, is that a deal-breaker?

I'm not quite sure of my own answer to that. After all, I know R better and he is the one I'm with. But then again, we cannot just erase his family out of the picture. They will always be there, whether I like them or not. Even if I know in this case, the apple did fall far from the tree, I can't help but wonder if this relationship will flourish with some bad apples that came from the same tree.

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ON A NERVE-WRACKING NOTE


R's cruise is stranded at sea due to Hurricane Gustav. I texted him last night and he told me to take it easy since they're all right. He asked me to keep praying as well. So please join me in prayer, for the safety of everyone in their cruise, as well as for all the people who lives in the path of the hurricane. I saw in the news that the mayor of New Orleans has ordered an early evacuation, and it's so heart-wrenching to see. The scene is of course close to heart, due to the similar tragedies which befell our kababayans in storm-infested regions.


Things like this make me wanna fast-forward our plans. I mean, it's so hard for a loved one to be so far away, and with a job that requires him to be at sea for the most part. I can't wait for 2009.

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We just officially entered the "ber" months. In fact, a Christmas countdown has already started in one of the local TV shows (in the background). So time to revisit my wishlists and "resolutions".

2008 Wish List:
1. Pink Notebook - CHECK (well, replaced my Flamingo obsession with Addie :))
2. New AC - decided to forego this, I don't really need it
3. Car - pushed out to 2009
4. Ipod Touch - no longer really want this. I want an iPhone 3G instead :) Maybe a Christmas gift to myself...
5. Shoe Closet and some more cabinets for my spare room which I want to turn into a big closet anyways - CHECK




6. Shake hands with Mickey :) - CHECK

Somehow, the Neverfull made it to my wish list along the way, and it became an instant obsession.  So check. (or should I say, checkmate? hehe)

3/6 + 1.  Good enough:)

Resolutions:
1. Learn to swim - hmmm... ok. :p
2. Go somewhere I've never been to -- HK honeymoon and Zamba island hopping adventure :) - CHECK
3. Quit smoking - argh. but i'm almost there though. I think :)
4. Go boxing again  - CHECK
5. Be a photography master! - i haven't tinkered with sloane for more than 3 months now.. haay..

2/5, well I guess next year I'll just list 3 then to make it more realistic :)

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